School night drinking�what fun!! Makes you do all kinds of amusing things.
Like drink green shots at 7pm on a Sunday, sing �Disco 2000� on karaoke in a girliebonding moment and spill half a can of diet coke all over your bedroom floor at 3am, so that you end up on your hands and knees with the Marks & Spencer carpet cleaner trying to stop it from staining your carpet and walls! (I seem to be making a habit of this�not good!!)
So, anyway. Last night it happened. I met up with T and I was kind of ok about it before hand. Admittedly as I drove over to his brothers house I was fighting the urge to vomit and I sat in my car for about 2 minutes before I worked up the guts to go into the house, but hey, I was cool!!
It was good to see him. Too good perhaps. We got on really well, had a look at his photos, swapped stories from the last year, he gave me pressies (not only did I have 2 lots of TimTams � and yes Beanie I am still going to be requesting them from you too! � I am now the proud carer of a furry cuddly Wombat called Ralph! There were other goodies too but they�re not really relevant at the moment!)
Aaaanyway�*whispers* we kissed. Eeek.
So now I have issues.
T
I really like T. A lot. Being with him feels right, like its where I�m meant to be. We haven�t really had the chance to discuss what�s going to happen, but I think *crosses fingers and hopes* that he feels the same.
Which of course leads to
Guilt
because I didn�t tell him that I�d being seeing someone else for the last few weeks.
Which is a natural lead into
Muppet
I do like him.. I enjoy spending time with him and the physical side is..erm�well passionate to say the least. But is that all we have? Yes we talk, but the conversation doesn�t always flow so easily and is the �phwaorgh I really fancy you, get yer kit off!� feeling really enough?
Deep down I know what my choice will be, what my gut instinct is telling me, but how do I tell the other one?
And how do you know whether what your instinct tells you is right? How do you know if you�ve met the right person for you?