So here I am sitting in work, looking at the clock, willing the time to go faster, and looking at my case wondering what the hell I packed. Word of advice. NEVER pack when you've had 3 glasses of wine and then drink another 2 afterwards. You'll never remember what you put in there!! In case I haven't mentioned it recently I am off to Barcelona in the morning and although I was going to be sensible last night and go straight home and do my packing, Cosmic's need was much greater.
If you've read her entry you'll know what's happened between her and Inigo. He truly is an idiot! I met Cos last night and she looked great (I know I am biased coz she's my bessy mate but the girl is a sexy bitch!) I am gutted for her but also so proud of the way she has coped so far. At the moment she says she is broken. Hopefully with time she will realise that she is not beyond repair, just a little bruised and battered at the moment.
As for Inigo, all I feel is disappointment. After the drama of the other week he told me that he had fucked up badly but they were sorting it out and would we always be friends. My answers were damn right you did and as long as you're not an arse. The reason for my disappointment...he let down one of my best friends and someone that he said he loved. I feel let down because he turned out to be someone different to who I thought. I am disappointed for Cos because when she asked for a reaon he sounded like he had swallowed a book of cliches. She deserves far more than that.
Still, we will go to Spain in July on the holiday that she booked for them, and we will get pissed and burnt in true British tradition and have an utterly marvellous girlie holiday and try not to get dodgy tan lines, and hopefully by then she will be on the way to being repaired.
As for my romantic entanglements. I spoke to J last night and the wicked ex has literally cleared him out of everything. He has a TV, a stereo,a phone and a mattress. She took the rest. And he sounded so fed up and down-hearted when I spoke to him that I didn't say anything when he started asking when he was going to see me again. I didn't want to say no (the wedding is in 6 weeks time and I don't want things to be awkward) but am I giving him false hope by not saying anything? AAARRRRGGGHHH!!
Roll on 5pm when I can leave here for a few days, get burnt in Barcelona and come back Sunday looking like a lobster. Here's hoping that I didn't forget to pack something important, or thatI wasn't a complete goon and packed jumpers or something!!!
I will be back in Diaryland on Tuesday. Big hugz going out to you all xxxxx
P.S. symphonyp, if you are reading this, get yourself a guestbook babe, and go see my friend Cosmicfish. Join her heartbroken diaryring. I know it hurts now, but you aren't alone and you will be amazed by the friends and support that you will get in Diaryland