I only have two things of importance to say today. Actually that's a bit of a lie- it's not important at all but I felt the urge to say it out loud!
1:
What the hell was going on with 'Eastenders' last night??! There they were down in sunny Brighton and Garry was reminiscing about his ex-grilfriend and there was this dodgy 'Neighbours' stylee moment (I think it was meant to be poignant) with cheesy 'Angry Andersen' type music playing in the background and slow-mo camera shots. What the f*ck was all that about?! Everyone I have spoken to is still trying to figure it out - it was cringey!!
2:
For those of you that are aware of the continuing saga of my romantic life MWT is out of the picture once and for all. After not hearing from him for 4 days we had an e-mail yesterday about what we had both been up to at the weekend and he was being really cagey about what he had done so I told him all about my marvellous weekend and asked why he was so secretive and his reply..."just stuff.....personal things". Doesn't take a genius to figure out the implication there when you tell the girl you've been sleeping that you've being doing personal things so that is it...no more MWT. His numbers are erased from my phone so I can't get pissed and text/call him and I don't have them written down anywhere so I will not be making contact with him.
I'm not upset about it, just pissed off that he had to choose such a chicken shit way to tell me. It's not like we'd declared undying love or anything- we just had sex a couple of times. Why is it so difficult for a 27 (nearly 28) year old man/boy (latter is more accurate) to say 'I'm sorry but I'm seeing/shagging someone else now'. At least it would have been honest and I would have had more respect for him.
In fact, apart from the fact that Eastenders was shite, and we got soaked in the torrential rain on the way home from work, yesterday turned out OK. I no longer have to sit and wait for his calls or texts and wonder when I am going to see him again because my answer will be this.......