I just have to say that Cosmic is a beeaatch!! I do not smell of fish you old tart and I can't believe that you would tell all the people in Diaryland that I do!!! Pah! No longer will I allow you to use my lip gloss, or bag, or earrings, or make-up brush for putting on bronzing powder. Never again will I tan your back for you because you have strap-marks. Double pah to you!
Cos- this is my July outburst! Got it over and done with early and without standing in the middle of London telling you that I hate you!!!! Mind you, if you carry on with this behaviour I will just have to tell you 527 times that you are an imbecile. Just like last week!
Anyway, back to normalness now! I'm feeling better since my shock entry of yesterday. I had the classic 'this doesn't happen to people I know' feeling but I've realised that it does and that you have to stay strong for the people that need it and that it doesn't have to be the end of the world. It was a huge shock and it brought back some memories that I would have preferred not to have remembered again but you have to deal with it and carry on. I want to call my mum and see how she is but I know that if I ask her she will get upset again and I don't want to do that to her. It was hard enough yesterday when I spoke to her. I just wanted to give her a hug. Growing up is weird. It's very strange comforting the person that always used to look after me.
Anyway, speaking of growing up my baby nephew finally has a name. I can't believe that it took them 4 weeks to decide on a name for him and they were still unsure when they were outside the registry office! I thought I was indecisive!! I have this feeling though that bubs will still be called 'Wolfie' as it has stuck for so long!!! Anyway a big hello and hugs to baby Lewis. I will do everything I can to ensure that you grow up to be a normal male and not like the weird-asses that I know!!!!
Prime example- Dime. He just called me, wanting to go out next week. Hmmmmm, why is he so keen all of a sudden?! And I spoke to J last night as well and again he's been telling me that he's missed me. H reckons that he adores me. How can he know? He's only met me twice. Weird....ass......freak!!
Anyway, I'm off. Flake is off sick yet again and hasn't called in yet again so that means double the work load for me and no lunch again. I hate my job sometimes!