I have decided that I don�t like this whole dating thing..its too nerve wracking and I spend half my waking hours being paranoid about something or other!
Despite the fact that I saw N on Sunday (at his instigation) and he has texted while he has been camping in the New Forest (and hating it!!) I am still paranoid about it all�.the never ending round of, will he call me, does he want to see me again, if not why not, and other such questions that are going round my head are beginning to drive me bonkers!
He�s texted me today (admittedly a reply to one I sent to him!) and its not like he�s ignoring me, but then I sent another message and because he hasn�t replied yet the questions start up again�will he reply, why hasn�t he replied, does he like me blah de blah.
Its quiet in the office but I am really busy so am bored. H is on leave so I have no one to argue with!! I have no motivation for this at the moment�perhaps I�m just having an off week.
Irritant#3: Chocolate
One of the Account Exec�s that I work with sent me a bar of Dairy Milk as a thank you for helping out with a contract that has absolutely nothing to do with me. A nice gesture definitely, but did he send me a small bar�oh no! Sitting in my drawer begging to be eaten is a 400g bar of Cadbury�s Dairy Milk. Of course being the ever points conscious person I have just worked out that there are 46 points in the whole bar. Now obviously I would vomit for about the next week if I ate the whole bar in one go, but 46 points!! That�s over 2 days worth of points intake�shocking! I�m scared to even eat one square of it now! Grrrrrrr!!
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Well other than that there�s not been masses happening in this little fishies hence the lack of update. However, I intend to make up for it though (the not doing much, not the lack of updates!) starting with tonights work Bowling Competition (oh what joy!) where 22 teams from our company will put their bowling arms to the test and battle it out for the title of Champion Bowlers or something equally crap�but there�s a trophy and everything for the winners�woo hoo! Actually I�m only on the reserve list which is cool coz that means I get to take advantage of the free booze!!
Tomorrow night Bec and I are hitting Ilford town for some well deserved vodkas and cocktails, then Saturday night its off to a Murder Mystery party that is being hosted by our very own Moonface. Star, Dan, Bec, Si, Pooh (Si�s mate Pete) and myself will be decking ourselves out in character and trying to figure out whodunnit.
I must say that this is the part of the weekend that I am looking forward to the most! Dan is cooking dinner for us all and has been practising his Italian-American Godfather type voice all week, Bec will be being dramatic and throwing herself off the sofa as the grieving widow, Ali will be looking sophisticated and me, well I�ll be the one in the short skirt and low-cut top�.not much different to usual really!