For 5 minutes I thought that everything was sorted..everything seemed to be going ok. Now�who knows? Sometimes I feel like I�m in one of those Snow Globe things�.just when it all starts to settle and peace descends something happens to shake it all about again. And you�re back to square one, waiting for things to settle, searching for answers to questions when you�re not even sure of the questions that you want answers to (confused�me too!)
This week has pretty much sucked�.Between what happened on Monday night, and being ill (what has been threatening for the last 3 weeks finally came out so yesterday I was shivering, sweating, aching mess), and the crippling stomach cramps (sorry Loops!) that had me doubled up in pain and kept me awake for ages last night, I�m not in the greatest of moods today. I�m tired, have a sore throat and want to be curled up under my blanket watching movies, eating Twixels (mini Twix�s..yum!) and feeling sorry for myself.
Roll on the weekend when I can escape and hide from everyone (with the exception of my girls!) for a couple of days. Tomorrow I am heading to Loopy�s for a night in Billericay (which is always good coz I don�t know anyone over there!) and then on Saturday Ali and I are heading down to sunny Surrey for a weekend of healthiness and girlieness at Bec�s which is always good - She basically lives in the middle of nowhere and you get to drive through the Devil�s Punchbowl which is absolutely breathtaking to look at and then spend a couple of days away from the madness of the city. I can�t wait to kick back, chill out and recharge my batteries. Hopefully I will return next week, back to my usual mad self, probably having caused some kind of chaos over the weekend and full of the joys of spring.
On a final note though, thanks to everyone who left me messages in my GB, and no I didn�t try the primal screaming and my throat is too sore for that today so I will have to think of something else to do. I might do some yoga stretches in the middle of meeting room 4 instead!!