- Speaks for itself�many of you know the situation and I think we are all pretty united in our feelings of disbelief and disgust that someone could act the way that they have.
Amazed
- At the genuine people out there in DL who have inundated her with their support, kindness and most of all, phone calls, from across the ocean. You truly make me believe that there are good people out there and that you are in the majority.
Angry
- That she hasn�t had the explanation she deserves. Its not like she�s asking for something that�s impossible to give � just the truth. But then she hasn�t had it up to now so why would she get it now � just goes to show the cowardice within him I guess.
- That I have to witness this when it could all have been avoided with the truth at the start. I still can�t get my head round the fact that someone could be so utterly selfish. I�m angry that I had to watch as she cried herself to sleep in the cab on Wednesday and couldn�t give her the answer to her question �Why?�. I�m angry because there is nothing that I can say that can possibly make any of this better and he could have stopped it before it started.
But mostly I feel useless because there is nothing I can say that can make it better. Nothing that can take away the pain and confusion that she is coping so well with. Nothing I can say to give her the answers and the peace of mind that she so deserves.
Honey, to you all I can say is this. You are a bigillion times better person than he could ever hope to be. Even after all these years and everything that has happened in the time we have been friends, you never cease to amaze me with your strength and dare I say it�wisdom (don�t want all these compliments getting to your head!) You know where to find me if you want to cry, rant, chat, drink wine, smoke ciggies, eat Ferrero Rocher in our PJ�s, or want someone to pass out on me (I�m in the room opposite if you get lost!). I love you honey. To steal a line from Ms-M..you �rock the house� of bessie mates and I�m glad that you persevered with me!!