Hey, I�m back�bet you didn�t even miss me did you?!
Nothing much has been going on with me..been a poorly fish *cough wheeze splutter * but am back now�still a bit sickly but someone has to fight the good fight in the world of telecoms!
So nothing much has been going on. I saw D on Monday night..we were meant to be sorting things out but then he saw a photo of me and Si lying on Ali�s bed. I would add that Si was under the covers and I was on the top covered in cushions coz Ali and Si had thought it amusing to cover me in them!
Anyway, it seems that I have no idea what respect is and nor do my friends, who apparently have no respect for my relationship with D, and all my male friends are taking the piss out of him. Oh, and I only ever think about myself and have no idea what a grown up relationship is. This from the guy who sent me a text to say �I don�t want to be with you anymore� and proceeded to bombard me with more abusive texts yesterday and thinks that because I am (sorry, was) his girlfriend that it automatically gives him the right to �cop a feel� whenever he wants to regardless of how I feel; or that even though I am ill he is entitled to get the hump because I won�t kiss him.
I hate that it ended so bitterly, I hate myself for falling in love with him knowing that he didn�t trust me, and more than that, I hate the fact that I no have questions going round in my head about the kind of person I am and whether he is right.