I either shouldn�t watch the news before I go to bed or I shouldn�t drink hot chocolate!!
I was pretty knackered last night as I had been up till about 1am talking to D about our relationship and where it was going and that I get freaked out by it all sometimes. I�d had a shitty day and walked out on non-speaking terms with my boss, so I decided to go home for an early night.
I was in my PJ�s by the time �Enders started and in bed by 9pm. I wrote in my diary (not this one, my secret one!), read my book and drank hot chocolate. I think I fell asleep about 10ish and was woken by some Canadian bloke on the other end of the phone calling to speak to t'other fish. I don�t really remember what was said though (sorry if I talked more garbage than usual!). I was woken again after that by D and I have even less recollection of what was said to him. I think it was �I�m asleep�bye�!!
But then I woke up (again) at midnight by the weirdest dream. The strange thing is I don't dream that often (see all about me) but if they do they are ususally bad and recurring. I've never had this one before and don't normally remember them but this one really got to me.
I had been dreaming that there were protests and marches and riots and stuff going on and it was because of race and religion that everyone was fighting. Me, Cos and Beckster were trying to escape it all and make it back to my mum and dad's because we would be safe there. But we were running around this industrial estate type area and every road we took someone was heading for us. There was a drive-by shooting and me and Becks thought it was Cosmic that had been shot, but when we got to her we realised that it was someone else and that she had only passed out because of the blood (girly wuss!!). And then as we were running away to try and get out of there some guy drove past and threw a petrol bomb at us. That was when I woke up.
I had to get up, make a drink and read my book for about half an hour before I could get to sleep because I still had this image of this guy aiming a petrol bomb at me.
Definitely no more Cadbury�s Options Hot choccie for me before bed!!