2 nights in a row, tonight will make it 3...how the hell do I still have internal organs left when I drink so much on school nights??! I swear that I have trebled the profits of the people that make Nurofen this week alone!!
But hey, I�m a crazee kinda girl and you only live once, so what�s wrong with the occasional week of excess.
I can work through the pain though because I am happy happy happy. The fish flat is full of love and happiness at the moment and I am walking around with a permanent grin on my (big) face (yeah..thanks for getting that in there Dood. Right on!)
Anyway, I will stop rambling and tell my story. I went out with D last night and after talking about general crap like work and holidays and my finances and stuff, and after 2 and a half bottles of wine, it was said...the L word... yes that�s right D-landers, after much faffing about and subject changing it was said out loud. I love him and he...well he is madly, totally, head over heels in love with me (his words!). Hurrah!!
I�ll admit, it scares me to bits. It�s all happened pretty quickly and after last years events I would never have thought that I would get back with him let alone fall in love with him, but fate works in mysterious ways. And apparently I had that much effect on him in the 3 weeks we were together last year he freaked out and disappeared but still couldn�t forget about me nearly a year later.
I must admit I was a bit dubious when I woke up this morning...a lot of alcohol had been consumed...but when the first words out of his mouth were �I still love you�, my doubts just evaporated. So there you have it�happy large face fish am I!!!
Anyway, now I have successfully made you all feel sick, I shall depart, to grin at people more and to do some work. I will return later though for Fridays Shouts.