I said some things yesterday in the heat of the moment. I got on my soapbox and attacked.
I said things that have probably been building up for a while and I took them out on one person..and for that...I am truly sorry.
In the last few weeks I have had to sit and listen to people tell me what is 'wrong' with me. That I am too independent and other such comments. That the reason I spent 2 years being single was because of the way I am..like it was my fault and that I was doing something wrong by being me. My number 18 on my 107 things about me was that I am never happy with the way I look, and to have to listen to people pick fault with the way I am kinda got to me.
So I vented my frustration and anger in a place where we should all be able to express our feelings, emotions and frustrations. Isn't that the whole point of DL? That is doesn't matter who you are or where you are, you can say what you want to say without being judged and without prejudices. Sometimes it goes a step further and it becomes more than that. Messages in GB's turn into regular e-mail conversations and friendships are formed. I said something to someone I thought 'got me' and my humour and thought they'd realise it was me. I was definitely wrong on the second point! From reading my mails this morning I now know that he didn't know it was me and now it seems that he is leaving.
So Frogeye, I'm hoping that you read this and come back. We both over-reacted and said things we wouldn't normally say. DL won't be the same without you and Monty, I hope that you stay.