What the hell happened? When did I start becoming part of a couple??! Aaarrrggghhh!!
As some of you may be aware I met up with my ex, D, a few weeks back (7 weeks ago today in fact....oh my god...see what I mean!). Anyway, I was with him for about 3 weeks last year then he disappeared claiming 'busyness'(as in being busy, not a typo!) as his excuse. He started texting out of the blue, we met up, got on really well (as we did before) and having been seeing each other since.
In just 7 weeks he has managed to infiltrate my flat with a toothbrush and deodorant (this is a big deal for me D-landers, I am the eternal batcherlorette!), he has a photo of me in his room and we go grocery shopping together, and he calls me every afternoon to see how my day is going.
OH MY GOD!!!
He called me yesteday and asked me to spend the night at his (he's out of work as of Friday - the perils of temping - but he was meant to be there for another 2 weeks, they are over-staffed, asked him to leave early) so he was fed up. So I did the gir...g...g....girlfr....(nope no good, can't say it!!!) thing and went round and we sat and watched TV and drank wine, and did.....stuff.....and got up this morning and we were all domestic bliss as we were getting ready for work, him making me tea and toast while I'm putting my make-up on and talking to the cat (oh yes, I am fluent in miaowing!)
We are double-dating on Saturday night with my friend Loops and her hubby, and he's getting brochures today for us to go away for the weekend...proper coupley things....what is happening to my life??!!
But am I happy? Damn right I am, and it scares the living daylights out of me!! And I know the reason why...I'm just not prepared to admit it yet.